Saturday, June 11, 2011

Exhausted and Excited

I'm exhausted from the past week. I've had to be up, showered, dressed and out early every day for the past 6 days between traveling, appointments and plans with friends and family. Today should be less physically demanding, thankfully, but there is still so much to be done.

Despite myself I've been spending a fair amount of time thinking about my new diagnosis. I guess it's only natural but I really don't want to be side tracked right now when there is so much moving stuff to do. I have so many questions that are insisting they hang out in my head until they get addressed but they can't be answered right now. Not because I'm in the middle of a stressful cross-country move but because they are complicated questions and I need both time and assistance in figuring out the answers.
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I'm starting to see the end of the tunnel regarding the move. More and more it is feeling real and I'm starting to imagine what it will be like to live in St Louis. I can't wait to find out where we'll live and what our lives will be like. It sort of feels like a fresh start, full of possibilities.